I’m sitting here, eating a whole pizza, and I just smoked my first cigarette. I don’t know why I’m telling y’all this…. Maybe because I can’t tell anyone else. I’m so beyond stressed. My parents and I are fighting and it’s worse than ever before. I’m cutting again, something I haven’t done since highschool, aside… Continue reading I don’t know why I’m writing this…
So I’ve been doing 24 hour fasts. I get up, go workout, go to work, skip lunch, don’t have snacks at break, go home around 7-8 and eat a small dinner and that’s all I eat. I’m down to 145.2 which is almost 5 lbs since Monday. It’s going great. I’m rarely hungry and since… Continue reading 24 hour fasts
The first issue of I AM ANA is up. I wanted to create a magazine for Pro Anas that had Thinspo, diets, workouts, and tips for us that normal magazines don’t have. This issue is sort of an introduction issue. Let me know what you think. I AM ANA: Issue 1 May 2016
So I started the 10 day 500 crunch challenge today. You start off with 50 crunches, 10 normal, 10 to each side, 10 bicycle, and a 10 second pike up and add 50 each day, 10 of each. When you reach the 10th day, you should be able to do 500. You can either stay… Continue reading 500 Crunch Challenge
I gave up on fasting and just ate as little as possible. One slice of toast of breakfast, half a order of small fries from chick fil a, and soup for dinner. About 600 calories. I’m not much of a calorie counter anymore, thank you recovery for fucking with that, so I tend to guesstimate… Continue reading Not to Bad of a Day
Well I’m still down .8 lbs so I guess that’s good. I’d be farther if I hadn’t eat last night. I’m going to spend the day working on the Pro Ana magazine I’m starting.
I ended up eating. I’ll take my diet pills and hope I’m still 2 lbs down tomorrow. I’ll keep trying tomorrow. I think I’ll wake up early to workout.