God Fucking Damnit

Well for one, I suck at posting here. Like, I think it’s been a month. 

Two. I’m cutting again. It’s not like I’m sad. I don’t feel the need to cut. But it’s like going back to a drug that doesn’t actually cause you harm. Like, I know, I know, cutting is bad and leaves a scar. But, it’s not much different than getting pericings or tattoos when you have a bad day. 

And I feel, happier. More like myself? I don’t know. I’m addicted to being sick I guess. 

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