Well I’m back. How long has it been? 2 months? So quick update. My scale broke, I got a 3 week break from being in the water 8 hours a day and gained 15 lbs. Now that I have a proper working scale again, it’s time to lose that and so much more. So I’m… Continue reading Long Time, No Post
So these are my groceries for the month. Of course I have more food at home but not enough to binge on without leaving myself short for the month. I’m so proud of myself for making good choices this go around. No real snack foods, everything is either super low cal snacking or must be… Continue reading Grocery Shopping and Hipbones
So I haven’t had anything but wine and water since Wednesday. Shits happening at work and basically, I’m being accused of stuff I haven’t done and the higher ups refuse to believe me. So now I’m on probation, really never want to return to work, and am depressed about it all. So I resorted to… Continue reading Nothing but Alcohol
Well, looks like I suck at keeping up with stuff in general. One day I’ll get better. But I have a new video up. I show you how to prevent bloat that comes from binging. No matter how skinny you are, we all know that feeling of bloat that comes from a binge and the… Continue reading New Video
Well for one, I suck at posting here. Like, I think it’s been a month. Two. I’m cutting again. It’s not like I’m sad. I don’t feel the need to cut. But it’s like going back to a drug that doesn’t actually cause you harm. Like, I know, I know, cutting is bad and leaves… Continue reading God Fucking Damnit
So I binged. Like bad. 2 chocolate cakes from dominos, a marble cookie brownie thing, and an entire pizza in one day. I can still fill the weight of it even though it’s been 12 hours. Uuuuuuuuggggggghhhhhhhaaaaaaa!!
So I’ve got my first YouTube video up. Let me know what you guys think. There are 3 more coming very soon so look for those. Here is the link to the video.